Wednesday, November 30, 2011
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Thursday, November 24, 2011
It hurts to let go..
A couple of days ago, I found the image above while reviewing an old memory stick, it made me reminisce of happier days when I had no clue how deep something can hurt, how painful it is to lose the only person you've ever loved, times when I was happy by his side and nothing could ever hurt me, because he was there to protect me and make me feel safe. But now my inner voice is telling me it's time to let go, it's time to accept the fact that he will never be mine again and everything I ever dreamed of now vanishes in front of me and seems like an impossible wish that will never come true.
I wish getting over somebody was as easy as deleting a file or erasing something written on pencil, instead it feels as if he were tattooed on my skin, as if he owns my soul and he refuses to let it go.
All the laughter and the tears we ever shared together keeps playing on an infinite loop through my head, over and over again, I go through the whole thing in my head trying to figure out how things would be now if I hadn't done this, or if I had done that.. it's all a giant blur that has been keeping me awake every night for about a month and still I have nothing figured out so far.
I guess I'll never know if life in his arms would have been as wonderful as it seemed in the prettiest of my dreams..
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset..
"Boston"
In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... she said...
You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,
Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
She said...
You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,
She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly him out to Spain...
Oh yeah and I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,
You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah...
Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Boston...
No one knows my name.
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... she said...
You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,
Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
She said...
You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,
She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly him out to Spain...
Oh yeah and I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,
You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah...
Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Boston...
No one knows my name.
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Out of breath I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again..
I feel so empty without him, there's now an empty space in the place where I used to live and now I just walk around half alive..
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
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