Friday, October 28, 2011

Take your space and take your reasons, but you'll think of me..

Please don't tell him...

Let you go and let the lonely in to take my heart again...




2am, where do I begin
Crying off my face again
The silent sound of loneliness
Wants to follow me to bed

I'm the ghost of a girl
That I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl
That I used to know well

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again

Too afraid, to go inside
For the pain of one more loveless night
For the loneliness will stay with me
And hold me till I fall asleep

I'm the ghost of a girl
That I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl
That I used to know well

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again

Broken pieces of
A barely breathing story
Where there once was love
Now there's only me
And the lonely...

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again..

You lost the love I loved the most...

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Today...

Today I choose to be happy. Today I understand I'm free, you set me free to accept whatever life brings. Today I understand you left, you're gone, and I can't change that, but I can greet the world with arms wide open to embrace new opportunities.

Today I love you, but I'm not sad..

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

I just wish I could forget you..

I hope this too goes away with you...

big mistake



F*ck... I love him...




it hurts...




It hurts to know you're with somebody else, but it hurts the most to imagine and play movies in my head of you sharing a life with her, holding her, laughing with her. You say you're not happy, you say you love me, but you demonstrate something completely different. 

You're sleeping with her, wake up to see her face, come home to her after work, and still you have the guts to tell me you love me, you tell me you can't get over me.. and you lied to me.. kept her on the side while you made me believe you had always loved me and we would be happy together...


You really killed it....

You missed out




You let me go